Where to begin.
My mom went to see the doctor for a regular visit and wound up having splints (or what ever they are called) in her heart. They found out that she had 80% blockage in one artery 90% blockage in the second one. She was so very lucky. She spent one night in the hospital. I prayed to God that she would be okay. I'm 33 and I would feel so lost without my mom. I'm just a big baby. I got down on my hands and knees and thanked god for pulling her through.
Second... well it started last week when I was sick. Then I got a cold sore the size of Texas. I hadn't had one since I was like 20. You know when you have little self esteem, something like that makes it even worse. Then I was supposed to start online college this week. Well guess what? My computer got that damn Anti-Virus 2008, and yes my computer crashed well not really crashed. The virus ate up my whole running system. Oh my god.......................................................................................................... I lost everything. All of my photos, pictures of my son and family that cant be replaced. All of my artwork, all of my writing, my music files, everything... Not to mention that I cant start school without a computer. We think it can be reformated, but everything is gone.
Oh and know what is so funny... My sister bought me a port hard drive to use. So I can back up all of my stuff on my computer. Oh but know what is funny, I don't have it yet, because it was for my birthday which is tomorrow. Imagine how happy I will be to open that gift. ***Bangs head on desk, but everyone in public library stares because they think shes crazy*** I don't have money for a new computer. I don't have the disks even if I do reformat it. I did get me very cool mp3 player for my birthday, but I cant even charge it up, because I dont want to get it infected on my computer. I have just cried for over a day now. I know its not the end of the world, but damn... I cant even put on here all I've been through this week. Its not just the computer but so much other stuff going on at home, and in my life. I am always the happy go lucky person, but not this week. But I just want to go hide in a cave and not come out. Oh and want to know the best??? It isnt even Friday the 13th yet. Oh and my birthday is tommorrow. Happy fu@#$%g birthday to me....
All the wonderful clubs that I belong to
My best friend of 25 years
and a wonderful artist.
My sister, and wonderful artist
I was looking through my photos and decided to put some up on dA as stock. I dont know if they will be useful, but you never know. I am always adding new stuff there. Go check it out.Cemetery-GraveStonesPlacesWingsBrushesBackgroundsObjectsJewelry
These are my dragons.. Aint they cute...