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I hate life right now...

Journal Entry: Thu Feb 12, 2009, 12:21 PM
Where to begin.
My mom went to see the doctor for a regular visit and wound up having splints (or what ever they are called) in her heart. They found out that she had 80% blockage in one artery 90% blockage in the second one. She was so very lucky. She spent one night in the hospital. I prayed to God that she would be okay. I'm 33 and I would feel so lost without my mom. I'm just a big baby. I got down on my hands and knees and thanked god for pulling her through.

Second... well it started last week when I was sick. Then I got a cold sore the size of Texas. I hadn't had one since I was like 20. You know when you have little self esteem, something like that makes it even worse. Then I was supposed to start online college this week. Well guess what? My computer got that damn Anti-Virus 2008, and yes my computer crashed well not really crashed. The virus ate up my whole running system. Oh my god.......................................................................................................... I lost everything. All of my photos, pictures of my son and family that cant be replaced. All of my artwork, all of my writing, my music files, everything... Not to mention that I cant start school without a computer. We think it can be reformated, but everything is gone. :cries: Oh and know what is so funny... My sister bought me a port hard drive to use. So I can back up all of my stuff on my computer. Oh but know what is funny, I don't have it yet, because it was for my birthday which is tomorrow. Imagine how happy I will be to open that gift. ***Bangs head on desk, but everyone in public library stares because they think shes crazy*** I don't have money for a new computer. I don't have the disks even if I do reformat it. I did get me very cool mp3 player for my birthday, but I cant even charge it up, because I dont want to get it infected on my computer. I have just cried for over a day now. I know its not the end of the world, but damn... I cant even put on here all I've been through this week. Its not just the computer but so much other stuff going on at home, and in my life. I am always the happy go lucky person, but not this week. But I just want to go hide in a cave and not come out. Oh and want to know the best??? It isnt even Friday the 13th yet. Oh and my birthday is tommorrow. Happy fu@#$%g birthday to me....

:frail: :heart: All the wonderful clubs that I belong to :heart: :frail:

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  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: the TV
  • Reading: Dark World series
  • Watching: Repo! The Genetic Opera
  • Eating: My Nails
  • Drinking: My Tears
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:icontonomurabix:
*TonomuraBix Feb 12, 2009  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
i'm so sorry all that bad stuff happened to you in such a short span of time!! i know what that's like. :( :hug:
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:iconseiyalover:
~seiyalover Feb 12, 2009  Student General Artist
Oh if my span does not end soon they are going to have to strap me up and take me to the loony bin. But thank you. :hug: Everyones support really helps.
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:icontonomurabix:
*TonomuraBix Feb 12, 2009  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
haha no prob, i know how that feels to have what feels like a never ending bad juju spell. but i truely hope things look up soon!! :hug:
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:iconkilroyart:
so sorry sweetie :hug:
so sorry :hug:
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:iconseiyalover:
~seiyalover Feb 12, 2009  Student General Artist
Thank you hun. :hug:
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:iconmorninglori:
So sorry to hear that for you. :hug:
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:iconseiyalover:
~seiyalover Feb 12, 2009  Student General Artist
Aww.. Thank you. Yeah, crap happens. :faint: And it just seems to keep happening to me.
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:iconboomer343:
:hug::glomp: I hope everything works out for the best, I really do, you deserve the best
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:iconseiyalover:
~seiyalover Feb 12, 2009  Student General Artist
:hug: Thank you.
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